Things are hitting a little too close to home forStephanie Hollman.
During Wednesday’s episode ofThe Real Housewives of Dallas, Hollman, 38, got candid about her feelings towardLeeAnne Locken‘s decision to speak openly about her past history with abuse and suicide attempts.
“I feel a little off on this trip,” Hollman toldBrandi Redmondwhile on a group trip to Mexico. “I don’t know why, I’m going to be honest. I feel like you’re a security blanket for me. It was really heavy yesterday, I’m not going to lie. Like with LeAnne and her story, that shit is in my head and I start thinking about it. It’s fucked up.”
“I do feel like LeeAnne uses excuses for every situation and uses it to honestly manipulate people,’ Redmond responded to Hollman. “It becomes an excuse and for someone to feel sorry for her.”
Stephanie Hollman // LeeAnne Locken.Mireya Acierto/Getty Images; Jon Kopaloff/Getty Images
“The stuff that she says, sometimes you take it in and you start thinking about it,” Hollman said. “It’s really depressing. I’m trying to have fun, I want to drink, but then like, I don’t know I have a hard time with my mood sometimes.”
In 2018, the mother of two, 38,tearfully revealed that she attempted suicidewhen she was 22.
“I was with a guy who didn’t make me feel like a worthy person,” Hollman said. “I never felt pretty enough, I never felt good enough. I was always judged. We broke up and it was like, I lost my friends. And I just couldn’t handle it.”
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“I remember going to the bathroom and finding a bottle of pills. And I remember taking them all, laying down in my bed,” she recalls. “My mom was home, so I stumbled into her room and told her what I had done, and then she called the ambulance.”
“Because people don’t like to be around people who don’t make them feel good,” she said. “Nobody would want to be my friend if I was honest about what I deal with. Like, all the time. I wouldn’t have any friends.”
Real Housewives of Dallasairs Wednesdays (9 p.m. ET) on Bravo.
If you or someone you know is considering suicide, please contact the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at 1-800-273-TALK (8255), text “home” to the Crisis Text Line at 741-741 or go to suicidepreventionlifeline.org.
source: people.com
