Ty Herndonwants to make a comeback in Nashville. Another one. “It’s possible,” says CMT host and criticCody Alan, who’s heard Herndon’s new album,Jacob, out July 15. He says Nashville is a more forgiving town these days — especially if you’ve got a good song. “I’ve always thought that a great three minutes can save anybody.”

Herndon, now 60, needs a little bit of saving. Over the 27 years since his debut album — which spawned three No. 1s — he’s bounced in and out of Nashville, on and off the charts, and in and out of rehab. He’s married two women, lived with two different men, has come out of the closet, relapsed three times, and has battled crystal meth addiction for the better part of three decades. Along the way, he’s become a cautionary tale.The Ty Herndon story, the way it’s told in Nashville, is almost apocryphal. The morning of my interview with Herndon, I told someone in my Nashville hotel I was interviewing him. “Oh, gosh, Ty Herndon. Man, what avoice. Such a shame. I thought he died.” (Google asks the same question, actually.)

Herndon’s life, from an Alabama church singer to the Grand Ole Opry toa near suicide in 2020, filled with so many plot twists, the biggest one of all is that he’s still alive. “I’ve surrendered,” he said, walking into his dining room and setting down plates heaped with pork chop casserole — his mother’s recipe. “I’ve learned that’s the only way I can change my ending.”

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Country Star Ty Herndon on Addiction, a Suicide Attempt, and How Coming Out Saved His Life

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One of Herndon’s lowest points occurred when he relapsed on crystal meth in 2004. Since his 1995 debut, he had a few more hits, a greatest hits album, but nothing like his initial success. (He’d managed to survive a scandal where he wasarrested for indecent exposurein a Dallas park.)

Accustomed to falling back on his charm or talent, nothing delivered. “I was not a man that anyone recognized because I could fake it before. I knew I was at the end of my life. I knew I was never going to get out of this. I was not healable,” Herndon says. His crystal meth use increased. “I lost months of my life and never left the house.”

Country Star Ty Herndon on Addiction, a Suicide Attempt, and How Coming Out Saved His Life

Herndon thought he was at rock bottom, but fell deeper. “I just remember shutting down. A friend came over and she said, ‘Look, man. Get a gun, end it. Or, I want you to know that I’ve paid for your rehab. I wrote a check. It’s paid for. Cumberland Heights, Nashville, Tennessee, you need to go home. You need to die or go home. Either way, you’re going home.'” Herndon heard it. “I got on the plane and I came home.” He entered treatment and remained sober for 16 years.

Country Star Ty Herndon on Addiction, a Suicide Attempt, and How Coming Out Saved His Life

Did your mom return the coffin? I ask Herndon.

“Are you kidding?” Herndon says with a chuckle. “That’s a great reminder for me. The coffin is still paid for and still waiting.”

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